Reality continues to ruin my life ☹️.

Reality continues to ruin my life☹️.

       There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you. One day I will find the right words, and they will be simple: "I'm not lucky enough to find love."That uncomfortable feeling was spreading over me again. The thing is,      I am a cherophobist. I am actually afraid of being too happy as I think something tragic is going to happen very soon.